I’m making sure I make decisions and take action before my 21st, so that I don’t look back on my 21st with disappointment and stuff. I have 4months & counting. I need a ‘guidance counsellor’ or someone along those lines or someone who can help me make informed, educated decisions. Need a bit of insight to the future, and that’s one thing no-one can give you. ...
^^ say it out loud, makes a fun sound. I’ve enjoyed this weekend, I made an impromptu trip to Wales to see Matty wrestle, which I’m glad I did because his match was fucking a! Super proud of him & Chris and their evil opponents (who made a little girl cry) Mike & Cyanide. The other matches on the card were also great, just the crowd were the dregs of society… But I...
I want my half sleeve now, please & my knuckles & chest bone done lalalalalalaaaa
we are never meant to entirely know our futures– Matthew Longmore, just yesterday
that songs builds my confidence, for about 3mins until I think about it all realistically. Still tis excellent. Also I know what I want on my right hand wheeeeeey!
I’ll be able to decorate a house, just in general and then decorate it at Halloween & Christmas, whilst baking biscuits & I’ll be able to buy all the presents I’d like, because buying presents makes me happy. However, unlike the slogan on that advertising company, one day is NOT today and therefore I have to budget & think of nifty ways to getting cheaper presents or...
is all I see
Everybody else moans on tumblr...
But its not fun when you’re making tough decisions all alone, and the few people you’d usually talk to, you can’t for a variety of reasons. Never mind talk, just can’t even bring it up, or mention it. The thoughts just go whirring round in your head, and your stomach goes with it. Crystal ball right now would be helpful. Pretty much anything would be cool. ...
Never seems right being in bed at 11 o’clock on a friday night when you’re 20yrs old.
diamondza answered: since debut till the end. Seriously though, he wore it a lot, same with brown coloured tshirts. Grunge baby.
How long did Eddie Vedder wear that brown jacket (up above ^^) for in the 90s, its in so many pictures/videos etc?
Feels good to get an idea out, and for it not to get shot down. Also, too many models on modelling websites with their waps out, and a man with his dong out. I laughed, but then know I can never erase that image from my mind again. Lovely.
MySpace, always good for incriminating photos
diamondza: Look what I found Carys :P ohhh Myspace. Ohhhh my younger self. Just ohhhhhh but helloooooo Steven and non-flappy-ears Gabe :’]
diamondza said: I shall prevail! I should show you one I’ve just found, but it made my eyes hurt especially when people commented saying it was amazing and I was like ‘who have you drawn? Eddie Vedder through the eyes of a fish underwater?! O.o’ One day I will make a Key short film for you, I don’t think I could fund a large film (actually, I might be able to get loads...
Forcing my artist friend
(that’s you Sarah!) to draw Eddie Vedder, then put it on tumblr, to show all the other “artists” on here, how to draw because she’s awesome (no pressure :D) I’d do it myself but I’m shit at drawing.
Is the last person you kissed a virgin? No. Describe how you feel right now in one word? Alright. Are you going to get hurt anytime soon? Physically? Likely, I’m proper clumsy Did your last kiss take place on a bed? I believe not. Has anyone told you they don’t wanna ever lose you? Yes Why are you confused? Currently, I am not so :p Do you want to get married & have children...
Just one last sleepy musing
isn’t strange how people who were once like an extra limb to you, are merely a memory? I wonder if some people in my life now, will end up in the same basket. My longest friend, is Russell, who I’ve only really been close with for 5yrs… he’s surpassing all other friendships though, as we’re still close (should I give him a reward?). Other close friendships have...
Shouldn't have to
remind yourself of why you should be grateful, or happy, surely it should be inherent? Surely, we should all realise this every single day and yet we don’t so I’m now forcing myself to write down good things each day, in a bid to be appreciative of what I have and what I may gain. It seems so silly, but even looking back over this past week’s written thoughts, I’ve smiled...
Let me be as weird as I fuckin’ like. It’s my fuckin’ life.– Eddie Vedder; May 21, 1994, Melody Maker
When you realise
That as bad as it sounds out loud, you’re grateful he hasn’t lived with you so you haven’t had to put up with it on a daily basis… Sad but true.
mix it up, like 90s fashion
- bought a birthday present, I love buying presents for any occasion. - had a creative meeting, my brain’s been ticking over since. - it’s nice to know you have friends looking out for you. - I hate my dead end job that I can’t escape for the 4days a week I’m not in there. - getting older doesn’t help you understand things, which makes the next few days confusing...
If only people could have witnessed..
Me and sarah tonight rocking out & headbanging (glasses are hindrance for this)trying to be cool like dudes. We also did PJ karaoke, my adam’s apple actually went further down than it normally does (this sounds weird and wrong but tis true) and yeah it was fun ^-^